I feel my heart beating, unceasing, while I'm dreaming
Insanity's on my mind, and everything’s lost meaning
Just trying to survive, but my body has lost feeling...
I look ahead, and I see my grave.
Why should I keep caring?
I've spent every second of my life, trying to have an effect
For years I've been trapped in my mind, not daring to dissent
But when I found freedom, I found truth. Truth was no better
And now I look back over my life... all I see is a crater
And deeper I make it, every day
Every memory I acquire, causes it to change
But for the first time, I looked over the edge
And what I saw... was a dump truck in the distance
It's full of earth... It's standing ready...
To fill everything up... when my time has ended...
So I'm in a long nightmare, one I eventually won't remember
So here I am asking myself, on this long night in November
Why should I keep caring?
I feel my heart beating, unceasing, while I'm dreaming
Insanity's on my mind, and everything’s lost meaning
Just trying to survive, but my body has lost feeling...
I look ahead, and I see my grave.
Why should I keep caring?
I've spent every second of my life, trying to have an effect
For years I've been trapped in my mind, not daring to dissent
But when I found freedom, I found truth. Truth was no better
And now I look back over my life... all I see is a crater
And deeper I make it, every day
Every memory I acquire, causes it to change
But for the first time, I looked over the edge
And what I saw... was a dump truck in the distance
It's full of earth... It's standing ready...
To fill everything up... when my time has ended...
So I'm in a long nightmare, one I eventually won't remember
So here I am asking myself, on this long night in November
Why should I keep caring?