Hmm
How do I start this thread....
First, my whole life I'll share.
You won't ever understand the question like I do.
First her name is Chloë.
2009
Happy new year! 31th March, first crush ever, for one stupid reason: Beautiful.
But she knew that since the first day, too, I kept running after her and she... Hated me. A LOT.
One year later
2010 January
We are friends, The 3 Friends, Became 4. The 4 Friends. Later on I became Best friends with 2 of 'em, the 2 Girls, which includes the Girl, Chloë.
The other one I was Best friends sooner before the 3 Became 4. :p
2010 March 31th
I had another crush exact one year later, but, she's older the other, and she, HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MY LIFE.
Maybe a little...
One month later Chloë wasn't my crush anymore until the other one got out, 1 Week later, I again like the other.
Let's go advance, first when we became Friends I wasn't annoying, I stopped running after her.
2011
The other girl wasn't out of my mind Fully, I got it back soon enough, but when I lost it again at 2011, I also lost the other Crush for Chloë?... But, A month later... I knew who she was, a Very Nice, Fun, Beautiful, Smart, and Honest; a little funny girl... That's when I liked her for real, but I'm still a kid, I didn't knew what to do, but, I did stop running after her at September 2010 :p
Let's go to the next year
2012
March
7th.
I said in my own 'I need to stop liking her, I mean like, Seriously!!' I say to her 'Sorry, but I don't think I like you, it's FINITTO!' (She laughs hard) 5 Minutes later in my mind: 'I'm crazy...' I say that it was a Joke then.
Now, Let me say, the next year, Hell of a Year, I hated it!
2012 September, first 2011 September I regretted I ran after her, I wanted to say it, but it was just little, but I didn't say it... Everyday It became bigger and bigger, Because everyday I like her more and more, now September 2012.
The Sixth Class! The last year! Yay! [You know what, F* this year!]
The first month, doesn't count, The first second month where it all starts.
I had a VERY bad year, there was no way I'd make it, but I did! I'll skip that one, I hated the year,
2012 November
I get the choice to choose High-School or School at home after the class...
2012 December
Guess I have to give her something... For Christmas...?
2013 February
I promise I'll make something for her, visit her house, and give it to her, then say my Big Regrettement.
Wait! I'M TO LAZY! ><
2013 Juni: I still haven't said about the Regret, it was really BIG the Regretting, last day, I wanted to say, but when I was in the bus, I was waiting until I'm home, then I'm thinking, and then, this happened loud in the Bus, but no one heared it? I said this: 'SH-T!!!!!!!'
Now, I was dumb enough to choose School at home; Although I wouldn't be here on Vizzed making this thread if I did choose High-School.
2014 March 15th?
I'm cleaning up my Room! I'm finished! Let's switch 2 Obstacles of placement! It works! Hours later! I'll do under my bed! I put things out of the bed! Cards falls! My mom comes in! My mom says that I have to clean up that mess and then go to bed, just put it under the bed for a few days... I do that!... OH F*CK?
Pictures of 13th May 2013 of Chlo?, a Card, 3 Pics on one card, I forgot that she also gave the class the Communion Pictures... Wrong timing! Put that Away, put everything away, 10 Minutes later I cried, Again 10 Minutes later I said in my self: I should look at the Pics.... I look, I CRY EVEN MOOR And the next day, I said to myself (Crying) 'I CAN'T GO ON WITHOUT HER ITS BEEN TO LONG' That ten times... So then I decided to follow my heart, is it good or not?
I miss her a lot, I have NOT contacted her since October and only NOW I feel I love her... I want to know her school name, I look at the site to see if she isn't lying, but, if I follow my heart... Going to the school.... To be able to see her (I'll try to meet up with her before the vacation ends so I can finally tell her, I will only be able to tell it to her PRIVATELY.) Everyday again.... But, I will need to work VERY HARD To just... Stay in the same class, I need to be the biggest nerd around there for these 2 Months, May-Juni, Why? I have not learned a lot, only ONE THING that is for the Class. Which means, I need to do 7 MONTHS OF WORK IN 1 MONTH!!!!
But if I do follow my heart, I shall not fail...
I can't go on without her anymore as said, and I will not fail, if I want to stay in the same class (Lucky me if she follows the thing I'll follow xD But I don't think that's going to happen...) as her, I must NOT FAIL!
So; do I need to follow my heart and go to the same school and put 7 Months of work in 1 Month before the end Exams? Or should I stay the sh-tty Boy, Dirty, And not changing super-Lazy annoyed boy, instead of, Not Dirty Anymore (RIGHT NOW WORKING ON IT MAKING GOOD PROGRESS), And SUPER-ACTIVE Boy to pass the class? And not being annoyed anymore too...

The Question is: Should I follow my heart, ask what school she is in, go to the same school, and have 7 Months of work in 1 Month, and try not to fail? Or should I just let her go, not listen to my heart, and not contact her? (Then regret it)

One more thing, I love her to much and there is no way I will find another girl like her, she is a Very Smart, Fun, Beautiful, Nice, and honestly, A little funny, All of that, Apart Funny part, I love her more then anybody does.
Hope this answer gets answered... Right? <3
gameboy1023:
First one I started being annoying in the Chat room, I just said ' Waiting and waiting and waiting '
*Edit*
I forgot to mention, whenever I follow my Heart, I said to my self if she gets a Boyfriend, and when her bf will Mislead her or cheat on her, I'd be really pissed of. Fighting with speed, then tell Chloë...But she'll be sad sadly, and whenever I see her sad, I don't know what to do, and sometimes I start to cry too, rarely, only once but that because that f*ing bully at school was finally, normal, until we said that now he's  good kid, the next day, He made everyone sad at the class, And seriously, It was sad, seeing everyone cry, Everyone but 2 Cried!!! He got of school later on because he was worse then before... But later that day I did Gangnam Style with a Balloon, SH*T I will put that on Vizzed+ Youtube!! But first find the CD... You'll see her too xD (Trying to tell...)

I'm not sure what the question is, if there's a question in there.  You do stream of conscious very nicely as an art form but it makes it a challenge to interpret the question.

I won't answer what you should or shouldn't do.  Like you said, none of us will get the question or understand the players the way you do.

But the way to a happy life is this:  If you don't like something in your life, make a change.

No person should ever be so dependent on another person that they can't life without them.  You shouldn't suffer because someone isn't there.  I love my wife and I'm happy to spend the next many years with her.  When she's gone, I enjoy that experience as it goes.

Figure yourself out first.  You can't provide anything emotionally for this girl if you don't know your own self well enough or you don't love yourself.

After that, chase her down if you want to.  But she's also making her own decisions and those might not dove tail into what you want.

Good luck.

If you don't like something in your life, make that change.

Also, there are thousands of girls like her.  You can talk to all the girls in the world and you'll find they're all unique and special.

 

warmaker :
The question is 'Do I need to follow my heart and try to go to the same school but work 7 Months of work in 1 Month?'
Also, none will be her, Not the same voice, not the same acting, nothing... I though I'd get more replys too :o

TheJmsGamer : Whatever works for you. If you still have this feeling for her, work hard. If it doesn't work out, move on. We can't control your life for you. Just have a happy life.

mariowin13 :
I did loose the feeling but whenever I saw the 3 Pics it all came back because I never was thinking of her untill now, I got it all back, but I hope she comes online on FB :o

TheJmsGamer : So are you trying to stalk her for a little bit and try to come in contact with her if she's online on Facebook?

mariowin13 :
Well it seems she was online while offline! It was really... FINALLY I talk to her again!
Buuut she's on a School for Girls (First I need to know who Dario was if it isn't girl.... I mean how she met him.)
Sooo
Local Mods : 
My answer has been answered, I MIGHT not go to the school, unless she was lying about the school. Soo, Can you please close this thread? (I might re-open one day before April, but I think I'll stay at the Chat Room.)
Thanks.