(Chorus)Dear God, I'm trying hard to reach you/Dear God, I see your face in all I do/Sometimes, it's so hard to believe it/But God, I know you have your reasons/(Verse 1)I can feel the darkness growing inside of me/My heart's corrupted, so it's taking all of me/I thought you would help, but you stand there looking stupid/Life doesn't take it easy on the new kids/Man, don't look at me like I'm some child prodigy/Who's able to resolve any situation properly/I'm just a regular guy in this world we're living in/How can I keep up if I'm just not fitting in?/I trusted people at school, but they kept deceiving me/They said they liked my poems, but they never did believe in me/Some did believe in me; at least someone does/I start to realize that there's more hate than love/What did we do to succumb to new lows?/What'd we do to be outcasts creating foes?/Right now, this whole thing's just one big mystery/There's no doubt in my mind that it's a part of history/I'm standing out in this world that's full of backstabbers/When we were down, you came and you laughed at us/They say revenge is a dish best served cold/But now that I know how to fight, it's getting old/(Bridge)Well I've been thinking aloud/And love is breaking us down/Without an answer.../I know I'm thinking aloud/But if your love's still around/Why do we suffer? Why do we suffer.../(verse 2)The battle may be done, but the war's never over/So I can't give up; there's a burden on my shoulder/I can't bring peace until all the hate's gone/It probably wont cease to exist for very long/ I'm just the guy that's on the road to being a poet/Most people think I'll take the opportunity and blow it/Don't try to bring me down cause there's a lot you don't know/Even if you break me down, I'll continue with the show/There's no stop when you feel invincible like a robot/Except we can't work with the things we never got/But all the bad times will cease to be a memory/People bring me down, but I'll reach fame eventually/Cause I believe in myself, and others believe in me/Love's a major factor that'll shape who you'll be/My fake friends judged me when I stepped onto that shore/Now I feel like nobody loves me anymore...(Chorus)Dear God, I'm trying hard to reach you/Dear God, I see your face in all I do/Sometimes, it's so hard to believe it.... This is a remixed version of a particular song... The chorus and Bridge samples can be found if you listen to this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G9L0aVSzQzg P.S: skip 30 seconds of the video. This also contains the beat used when writing this. Enjoy reading and comment!!!