Well one day I was looking for a anime to watch and I picked a show just being random and found "Welcome To The N.H.K." i read the description  and it was about conspiracy's at that time the Illuminati was talked about a lot in my area so much I researched them and it scared me a lot but at the same time I wanted to do something to stop them so I told people to help me stop this evil organisation but people said they not real or they to powerful it's nothing we can do but i didn't give up hope so I watched the show to see how the main character deals with conspiracy's after I watched it i understood it it changed my life so I told people about it and they told me I was thinking to hard and its just a cartoon that made me upset because I was just trying to help them see that conspiracy's are not what they think they are and give them a more positive way of thinking but all they thought about was the Illuminati so I took it a step further and said I was apart of the N.H.K.(the conspiracy from the show)so they could know i was serious about my views but they didn't want to hear it they said it was it wasn't real it wasn't real but it was the truth so it was real at the same time they were mad and worried so my parents took me to a mental hospital to get treated for my way of thinking that was thinking to hard I got out of there in 2 or 3 weeks and I was mad at everyone I didn't talk to them about it anymore and that made me feel like they thought I was stupid or something I watched the show still because it's one of my all time favorites over time every time i bring up the N.H.K. they don't want to hear it still but I didn't care because that's just how they were I was tired with the show(for now)then I found out it had a novel I thought it just had a manga and show but I read the novel and it was way better than the show because it explained things in a better way so much better that I gave myself another try to help people know whats going on I won't tell you what I say to people because it comes right out the novel and that would spoil things but things got a little better because some people understood what I was saying and called me smart it made feel good but at the same time depressed because I don't know if this stuff I say is meant to be said in the real world and meant to be taken seriously to the point of another way of thinking please tell me have I gone to far?

Ok take a deep breath buddy, youre going to give yourself a heart attack, i think you have become obssesed, it wasnt real. Perhaps parts could reflect potential real conspiricies but drop the stuff that isnt real, repeating it day in day out will only annoy people. Yes there are real conspiracies, sometimes what the government etc say is just a line. But equaly, just because you read/ see a spelled out conspiracy that dosent mean its any more reliable than the original claim etc. Wanting to find out fair enough but if you spend all youre time at this you'll achieve nothing, just live your life, theres always some dodgey characters in the background, its not enough of a threat to be obsessing all the time, just relax

You've gone way too far. A cartoon is for entertainment. Your sign that it got to far is when the people who love you took you to a mental hospital. You've got to relax. It's a cartoon, it isn't real.

On a side note, jigsaw:
Always seems to be talking about conspiracy, you should talk to him

WHOA! Calm Down Dude! It's Only A Show, Plus The Illuminati Doesn't Exist!