I once almost commited suicide, but God saved me.
I held my knife high above my head and intended to bring it down
and plunge it into my body, but some force saved me. Then, I went through a change evangelists all, "being born again." But after that moment, I changed my way of thinking, and my peers started to hate me for that. My girfriend, Brittany, cheats on me by almost having sexual intercourse with her ex-ex-ex boyfriend. I realize that my supposed friend, Stephen, was dragging me closer to hell than anyone else. It seems like the only one who understands me now is my Wiccan friend, Jessica.
Now to the third part...
"Their king is the Prince of the bottomless pit whose name in hebrew is Abaddon, and in Greek, Appollyon [and in English, the Destroyer] Revelations 9:11

don't you think it is odd that passage in the book of Revelations is 9:11?
I did, and I came up with horrible news. according to Mayan calenders (supposedly), the world will "end" on December 21, 2012. That would mean that seals of revelation will begin to be oppened December 12th this year.

Attempted suicide, being saved by God, be ostracized by my own friends, and this 2012 factor. I am now confused and slightly afraid. Is the world racing closer towards Armageddon? Now I am starting to feel worse than I started.

I've been saying that the world is going to end for a long time now. I wouldn't worry about it ending, if I were you, considering there is nothing you can do about it. Why be afraid...? You have to accept it, and move on, and do things with your life while you can. "Live life to the fullest." You never know when your life may end.

Yea, if you think the world is gonna end then live while you can. I don't think so tho. I'm gonna do what i have to do in my life. I'm not scared of the end, it will be when i meet my maker. I cannot do anything about it. Niether can you. Its beyond all of our reach. We are just ants in a giant ant farm.

John: Wierd metaphore, but well put.

To Both Belial and John: I have no fear of the End, I have a feeling about what will happen. It is just the final denstination That I worry about. The fiery lakes of Hell, or eternal paradise. The fear that I have is that I cannot trust fully anymore. Already, the "Anti-Christ" is at work behind a mask. We don't know who it is, or what it is. Heck, Stephen could be Anti-Christ material. I don't want to walk into eternety without a friend by my side.

Well, seeing as how I don't believe that your Heaven and Hell exsist, it's hard for me to relate to that..

YESSSss A worthy post in a worth forum. First off I would like to welcome you to the world of Vizzed. A small enough Message board where you can actually get to know people. Secondly, you sound like you listen to Some late night AM radio with this Mayan stuff.

But To answer your post as well as i can... It sounds like you jump around alot. but yeah, If your GF cheats on you LOSE HER FAST. Its good that you found god, we have a mod on here that goes to a bible college and there used to be some pretty hardcore knowledgable people on here. You should try to surround yourselves with good christian friends and find some people to be accountable too. I would suggest reading some out of the bible everyday (because its a damn good book) and praying. On the same note, try not to listen to anything Belial Or Elara say... JoKING!!! yeah

Don't worry about the end of the world, I like JOHN think we are all weak and pathetic humans. But POWERFUL IN THE LORD cuz don't get me wrong. OK People have been saying and predicting and end for quite some time, and they were all wrong. I doubt the Mayan Calander thing. What the bible says is too always be ready, for the end is near, I mean while your reading this an asteriod could hit your house and kill you. So you'de better be ready.

THE FORMULA Good christian Friends + Family togetherness + Praying+the bible = A damn good man who can pick up hot chicks easily and doesn't have too worry about when the end of the world is.

SINCE you are new here I will tell you some things

John = Weak in post strengh & Strong in post NUMbER

Davideo = will help you if you need it

Belial = SHE TALKS TO CATS AND TREES, sounds like she is trying to rebell against her christian parents. She is also the MASTERDEBATOR

Vash = COOLNESS

LightKnight = gone

Jin = Gayness and gone

Remlee = Somtimes you have to read between the lines of what he is writing to get what he is saying, but he has heart.

Wow Zylo, way to sound like a televangelist.

Anywho, it is good that you didn't kill yourself, and I am glad to know that you seem to have a more open mind that most people on this board (since you actually have a Wiccan friend). So you've found the path that is right for you, congratulations... it is such a wonderful feeling when you find the path that clicks with you, isn't it?

I personally don't think that the world will end in 2012... perhaps a new age will begin, but I don't think the world will end. Either way I am not afraid. Besides, the whole 4 horsemen of the apocalypse thing happened in the 1300s, so technically you can argue that it already happened.

As much as Zylo rambled in that last post, I think he made a good point, if your girlfriend is cheating or "almost cheating" on you, then perhaps it is best that you end the relationship. No one needs to put up with that crap.

Don't listen to Zylo's views on other board members, or anyone else's views. Read around and form your own opinions of the people here. It is a bad thing to inherit another's biases.

Well... brightest blessings to you.

Well that was a typical elara post.

Zylo is funny you should know that about him. And he remembers the good old days and they good old members. Things we seem to have forgotten.

Elara likes to be serrious, and sometimes can be too serrious. But thinks things thru.

And i got that metaphore more or less from the movie constatine. What i ment by it is that we have no control on what happens outside our little farm. But in the movie he says god is just a kid with an ant farm...... which i don't believe. So it is more or less from there.

Good ole days? Good ole members? I've been here for nearly 3 years! I remember how it was back then, before the board hack... it was so nice.

And I'm serious because I find it necessary... I'm much goofier usually.

John, you haven't been on the board for half as long as me or Elara... O.o

Yes, but even in my time i have good old days. Before the new board and when the board was yet a new. Those are my good old days.

I am pretty knew to the board. I started at the beggining of last school year ( I think) I was here before Cid, Jin, Lightknight, Mike, and whoever left. But not for long. I just had to look at Jins Idiotic posts most of the time. But yeah, too bad Lightnight left.


Lol Back in the good ol days I thought the Billy Grahm could be a good antichrist. I mean what if he started saying god spoke to him in a vision. But seriously the Antichrist will game alot of POWER before he starts appearing INSANE, but i guess he won't be insane now will he?

i wanna bellive in all that, eventually the armegedon is gonna come and hell is gonna kill us all but its just so hard to belive, and when being someone who is into religion, you gotta belive in things that arent their, well its just too many facts against it...and dont attempt suicide again dude, get a sweet talent, rub it in their faces