Hello !

Since 2009, when I started to awake to spiritual life, I was skeptical, and I don't believed in God, also.

For me, God was I product of human imagination, by something happened, that changed my life forever.

In year 2000, when I was 12 years old, I played the game, king of fighters 2000, and I saw a girl, that resembles, 

my past wife, from past lives.

The doll name, was kola diamond, I felt in love with her, when I was playing the game.

I grew up, already studying in university, in 2009, when I started to date, this doll, kola diamond, with my imagination.

After to much dating, in my imagination, I started to see ghost in my home, and in the streets, and realized, that I shouldn't do it anymore..

I returned to live, a normal life, when a image of this doll, appeared in front of my university..

when I watched, I discovered that God exists someway, somehow, and I drove myself, in a personal quest to find, what God truly is..

I studied the book, the secret, and I devoured it, in one day, for such interest..

I practice very hard such thing, and gained much experience, but not much results..

that when I realized, that the law of traction, is the same of preaching, ask, believe, receive..

I started to doing that, for the universe, and I realized, that I was asking for myself, receiving from my ignorance..

after that, I make to Jesus, I received many good things, but suffered for a lot more other things, thanks to the cross, that the messiah, offers to us, in the time, we ask for him, for something..

then, I preached for God, Jehovah, Yahweh, and I received many other good things, but I passed many others bad things, cause he also gives bad things, when he ask for him..

then, I finally perched, for providence, the union of all deities that belong to my life..

I got, better results, with safety, they never gave me any bad thing, that I asked..

but, it was not the end, I kept preaching for more time, and after much suffering, I realized that all the time, it was me, supporting myself..

in scientific manner, of explaining god, I can say that, he is our inner force, with interrelates our as kings, and gives the blessings for us..

god itself, is not a image or person, he is our inner force, with talk to us, thanks to the holy spirit, the interpreter of our inner force..

also, speaking to god, leads for no answer, for some things, cause what you cant explain, god will not can explain, either, cause he is you..

he is inside you, what happens, is that we receive information, from the world, from the universe, and analyse what is inside us..

I took much time, to understand such a thing..

nieztche was right about this, he talked that god is dead, with I disagree I little, in fact, he is rulling the entire universe, sleeping, by his breath,

using tottaly his supremacy..

the humans, are not born from itself, they are created by deities, or aliens in that case, to live inside himself, with everything they has inside theyselves..

god exists, but not like a person, or statue, he is our inner force, which when, we don't use, we wont suceed in life..

we are deities, the human being are a deity, and he is alone, living inside himself..

when, we don't use our potential, to help ourselves, nobody does for us, we are deities, that everything in our lives, resumes to us..

everything in your lives, dependes only from ourselves..

also, asking for the universe, is the same, to ask for a recompiler of our inner force, giving for us, what he knows about, in our very ignorance..

when, we ask for providence, for deities, we ask for interpreters of our inner force, that analises before all content, of our being, to give what we desire..

thanks for the patience !

cordially, allan. 

All things in life have reason and purpose this is why I believe we were in fact designed by something unworldly. I'm not going to go into a completely endless and irrelevant debate because there are so many different interpretations out there of who or what God is (the reality is God is like a complex computer program that no one really understands). Our brains were designed for a reason, to use them at our own free will whether for good or bad it is our choices and our consequences. God isn't a genie who will magically appear out of thin air and make things happen on command. God is however faith, faith that all things in life exist and happen for a specific reasons, whether you pray for moral assurance or not, things don't go according to plan as mentioned in the bible "the Lord will come like a thief in the night".